All about me

 Hello!

Id like to tell you something about myself

    My name is Hilal Syafa Muzaki and people usually call me Hilal. I was born in Bandung at 17 April 2007.I'm the third child in the family which mean I'm the youngest. For me, being the youngest child is a confusing thing because even though I'm used to be spoiled, but I'm also a better hope than my older brother. Since childhood, I dreamed of becoming a doctor like my father.

    My hobby is drawing and playing games or watching film. I play games to get rid of boredom, but for drawing is different. I've been drawing since i was three years old though the result of my drawing is not good, I think it is a useful thing beside for entertain, drawing can also increase creativity so its really a useful thing. Usually, I draw when i have a spare time, but I haven't drawing much lately because i rather to use the spare time for take a rest.

   I have changed. The older I get, the more think is about focusing on myself. Before, I thought that being able to bring good to other was an easy thing to do, then the reality showing otherwise. This thought arose when I was kid, that was when the first time I made a friend. I wasn't used to hanging out because I only played alone, but without realizing it, a friend came up to me and she asked me to play together.

Overtime, I also had quite a few friends who want accept me and then, I felt that with my existence at that time could bring good to all of my friends. I also always get first place in class, that always make me happy because even though I wasn't prepared for the exams, I still get satisfactory result at school.

When i was a teenager, I found quite big difference in individual abilities. Apart from academics, most of my friends have good socialization too, it make me jealous because I cant be as balanced as them. I really have to catch up with my friend who good in learning abilities.

At that time i preferred socializing, such always playing together and chatting rather than being selfish. Luckily for me, my friends always bring goodness and i get carried away. The example, I won several math competitions thanks to my friends who are really good at math and other fields.  In fact I surpassed quite a few of my friends.

    Until right now, I also feel a much bigger difference and now I have to do it alone without the help of my friends. The difference ability really hit me. I had to develop the ability to compete against the other in a new way, not with the help of my friends.

Before focusing on myself, socializing felt much more important. But that was the biggest challenge for me. I couldn't balance the two and tended to socialize more. I wouldn't change if I didn't develope my own abilities and, that's what I'm doing right now to develop.